Taina voda

Not an engineer, not a scientist, not a priest, not a building, not a book. All this will turn to dust and be lost. All humanity has ever created is dust that can and will be destroyed. Many times. Walk around an ancient city and laugh at its demise. Think about all the people that walked it for centuries. How they feared and marveled at it and today, it’s all dust in your feet. This is the endgame of all created by man.

But how we’ll reach all stars in this universe?

This universe is made for us humans. There is no meaning in the existence of this universe with all the suns, planets and stars if we don’t exist. How can you not see this? The secret no one says is that this universe needs humans. An error so unmistakenly odd in a world empty of meaning.

We must spread and reach all corners of the universe. The Earth experiment is so successful that it’s time to purify all light. And this will be a long journey for humanity. But can you reach stars with dust in your hand?

Human embryos left in toxic conditions turn predominantly female. Our code for life values females more than males. Few males can impregnate multiple females more efficiently than 50-50 f/m ratio. There is more to that than survival. Turn around and look at the world as it is. What survived from that ancient city besides the dust in your feet? A few sad stones, a legend that will be forgotten in 1000 years, what else? Look at the faces of the people in the region. They have survived for thousands of years! While men build things destined to dust, it is women that raise the next version of humanity. All that comes from your belly will survive slowly but surely anything made of dust.

Because women are the fail-safe of humanity. It is not true that you need a couple to survive an apocalypse. Can a woman have a child without a man? What happened to the world the last time one of us did it? The birth of the Son of Man didn’t need sperm. The New Adam reformatted the whole planet, changed the functioning of the Spheres and fulfilled the law.

Once I watched a documentary about deer that got me thinking about the struggle of men. Besides being an important symbol in the past, the deer is a peculiar animal. Males grow enormous antlers that obviously get in their way. The deer antlers represent symbolically the way humans think – thoughts streaming out of our heads, splitting in all directions, making navigation of obstacles more difficult than it should be. It is the reason why the deer is considered a sacred animal. The question was why female deer don’t have antlers? Their food is of the same quantity and quality as what males would eat. Males would use these nutrients to grow their antlers, but what do females do with all these nutrients? The conclusion was that females use all this nutrition in pregnancies. They grow a baby deer with the same food the males grow antlers. Pick the one that matters.

Now you can understand the sad curse of being a man. It is in your body that God casts a new soul. In your very belly that a mystery gets fulfilled and a soul lives right next to your own soul. On a very deep level men are jealous of women. Their hatred and violence against women are based on understanding deeply their lot – they are separated from the mysteries of life and only through the body of a woman they can partake in them. “I can be creator too!” All the world you see as a marvel, from the fancy tools to start a fire thousands of years ago to a space rocket, it is just antlers. And they will go to dust, slipping through Adam’s fingers. You might call this progress, evolution… But let me ask you something: do you think that the first humans who ever walked on this earth could enter heaven? They had no upgrades, just roughly the same soup of a head we have. They could. And this is precisely the only reason why this universe exists. The only reason the Christ had to come and perfect the economy of souls. No outward movement can create true evolution, it can only mimic it.

That very same code for life that goes back to the female base, is the same code that apparently is phasing out the Y chromosome. In 11M of years but still phasing it out. Why?

Think about the lot of women since at least the advent of agriculture, possibly even before. I do believe that in the past spiritual knowledge was first in the hands of women. Probably for very long time. Then we made an error. We stopped caring for humanity. Then agriculture came to replace the Mother with the Father. The Father provides better for his children and we traded our own freedom for the survival of our children. Reaching the stars meant leaving us bloodless on the curb.

Agriculture is when human evolution stops as abundant food in the form of bread substitutes the meat of the hunter gatherer. We swapped meat for bread and women became slaves to men. This power twist is remarkable. Women have been used like animals for satisfaction and incubation, we have been killed, tortured, mutilated, raped and burnt just for being women for at least 12 000 years. The average number of pregnancies increased, straining the bodies of women. The primary cause of death has been childbirth or homicide by a man. Property rights, the right to have a voice, to participate in society outside of the role of a mother, have been banned for very very long time and still are in some countries. Men have blocked all access of women to spiritual knowledge. Fending all access they have lowered themselves to the point to claim women don’t have souls.

And yet, here we stand.

A brief opportunity arose with the two world wars, and women sized it. Within one generation the outcomes have been outstanding. Today you might have the luxury to voice your critique of feminism, but think how fast more than 12 000 years of domination have been erased… for a relatively small portion of women.

My great grandmother was married to an abusive husband. She told my grandmother that everyday since the day of their wedding, till the day he laid in bed needing constant care due to cancer, he beat her up. Everyday! She cared for him till he died. When he died, she was alone with two kids, a small patch of land on the outskirts of a small town in the middle of unending world wars. Her daughter died to tuberculosis, her son became alcoholic and she… she built a house on three stories for her future grandchildren. My grandmother used to say that when she became her daughter-in-law, she was always constantly tired. My grandmother will go to a factory job, then come back home and together they would start laying bricks for their new house till dark. I often wonder what made this woman gather this strength and lift herself up from her misery, refuse her poverty and build a better future for her grandchildren?

Men have used all this time, thousands of years, to build a world fit for them. Everything you know about the world, is built almost exclusively by men and for men. Women are an afterthought. And yet this comfortable, privileged position has not amounted to better outcomes for them. They die before us. Us, the object of genocidal furry, the walking wombs, the useless creatures, the half-humans. They can’t outlive us… They have not gained anything else, but in size, physical strength and domination over us. But on this planet, it is not the biggest and scariest that survives. Modern women frighten men, because they know what would one of them do if subjected to years of rape and beating and suddenly set free. They would have cut the throat of their abuser. And us women, we could have done so as well. But we didn’t. We traded the survival of our children with our own enslavement.

The result of all this is that under conditions of constant fight and suffering, weak things break, strong things become stronger. And whatever breaks, must be replaced. And whatever stays, is here to stay and not turn to dust.

Is our code of life preparing us for a true evolution?

I don’t know if we are reaching a new era for us women. Would we be able to keep and compound on everything we have earned and reach all women in suffering. Twelve thousand years, even if they are probably not the correct time window, can’t rewrite the destiny of a species.

But I’m convinced that achieved progress cannot be sustained without a spiritual doctrine. We must reclaim our knowledge, but with great care, great humility, great discernment and great love for the good. We must ensure that tomorrow it will be our foot on top of the dust.

Does this mean we wish the demise of men? How could we, when they are our sons, brothers, fathers and lovers. We cannot be held responsible for their actions, but we cannot be limited by them either. They have essentially blocked our access to spiritual knowledge. Our task must be to regain it, cultivate the secret of immortality and pass through. Not just a task, it’s our responsibility. More than ever it is not just a wish or a dream. We don’t have the time to plot a revenge, we have a lot of work to do and many new places to conquer. This world doesn’t need souls who cannot distinguish between good and evil, who cannot strive for immortality. Blind biological mass is not a goal, but an immortal spirit is.

Tomorrow, if only one woman survives, she must be one of us. For the sake of humanity, the reboot must happen from our blood.

Wake up and shake the sleep away!